By His Wounds

   Today is Good Friday. We remember Christ's selfless act of love for us as He died on the cross for our sins, taking our place. God sent His son to die a painful, brutal death so that we may have the gift of eternal life. This is the love that Christ has for us, selfless, pure, and perfect. As I sit here, reflecting on the meaning of this day and how Jesus put down His life to save me, I am humbled and beyond grateful. We cannot fathom God's love for us; it is unconditional and immeasurable. He laid down His life, taking a death that was meant for us because of the love that He has for us. This day changed history and has forever changed me.
   I believe the reason we find it difficult to trust in God's love for us is because we have become so accustomed to doubting, doubting motives, outcomes, and relationships. We live in a world where the word "love" has been tainted and thrown around carelessly. Love is too often based on personal gain rather than serving another. Because of this shifted view, we have trouble fully understanding and grasping the love of Christ. However, God already knew this and yet, still pursues us. 
   Jesus was sent to earth, knowing full well His purpose for being here. On this day so many years ago, He was betrayed, beaten, mocked, and crucified. He took upon Him the sin of the entire world. He remembered our name and died in our place. He knew that we would sin against Him, but He died for us anyway. He knew that we would doubt Him, but He took our penalty anyway. He knew that we would fail, but He loves us anyway. 

   "I have told you these things so that in Me you may have peace. In this world, you will have trouble, but take heart! For I have overcome the world and will give you peace."
- John 16:33 
   As we go through this day, reflecting on God's death and His love for us, may we also remember that we have no reason to be discouraged or to be afraid. God made a way for our sins to be forgiven and for us to have eternal life someday with Him. We worship a God whose love is everlasting. He has overcome the world and all its sin. By His wounds, we are healed. We are forgiven. We are made new and we have a purpose. 

Give Thanks

   I go home tomorrow. My dad is picking me up tomorrow afternoon. It is crazy to think back to all of the times that I have made the trip home and back throughout this year and now this will be the last time I go back until I go home for the summer...time is flying. I am eating strawberries and drinking raspberry lemonade as I sit on the top floor of the library by a big window overlooking the lake below. The sun is shining bright today and is shining over the homework that is laying on the table in front of me. As overwhelming as homework can be at times, I am realizing how much I love to learn and the sense of accomplishment I have when I have completed an assignment well. I am wearing my favorite cardigan today and no coat because it is so gorgeous outside! I brought out the bright turquoise flats today too, exposing my tattoo that has been hibernating all winter. It is such a sweet reminder to me of the peace that I have in Jesus Christ wherever I go and in any circumstance I face. 

   These are just a few of the precious, simple things that I have recognized as gifts from God today. Last week in chapel, we had a speaker come in and talk about giving thanks to God and recognizing the work He has done in our lives. It really got me thinking of how often I let these gifts pass me by without offering my thanks up to God. I know a lot of people that journal and recognize God's work in their lives through reflection in their writing. Others I know keep a list of things that they are thankful for. They refer to the list in times of difficulty as a reminder of the many blessings that they have in their life. Personally, I have been writing down one thing I am thankful for each day on a post-it note and putting the post-its above my desk so I can see them every day. I write down something that God has revealed to me or taught me that day.
   When I look over at the bright colored post-its every morning when I wake up, I can't help but smile as I remember how faithful God is to me. It is always exciting as I anticipate what I will experience that day and what will end up on the post-it note that night. When I go to bed, it is always encouraging to look over to my desk and see all my post-it notes, each one representing God's work and presence in my life; the joy, love, and peace He brings me in so many different ways.

   Every day we are given is a reason to be thankful. God provides us with exactly what we need exactly when we need it. It is difficult to do this at times, but we are called to give thanks in all circumstances. We worship a faithful God; He is so good. Each day He gives us is filled with His blessings and His grace. When we take the time to recognize these things in our lives, the difficult times are not as tough because we know that our God is looking after us, continually blessing us. God's purpose for us is great. We have a reason to praise God for all He has done in our lives and all that He will continue to do in us.

A Gift

   It is feeling a lot more like spring today. The sun is shining and I did not have to wear my mittens for the first time in months while walking to class this morning. It has been a long winter, but it is crazy how fast this school year has gone for me and how quickly summer is approaching. I am looking forward to summer break and being back home. I am so blessed to have the experience of being at this school. Each day that goes by is a reminder that this year is quickly coming to an end and each moment is so precious and valuable.
   God has a purpose for each day of our lives. He asks us to focus on today and not to be distracted by or anxious about the future. In His time, He will reveal His plan for us. Since we are human, we become impatient easily. We want to know answers and have results right away. It makes us nervous to have to wait. We often desire to have power and control in our lives. We fail to put our trust in God and instead we put it in others things; things such as people, relationships, our status, the world; things that disappoint us, let us down and leave us empty and confused. 
   God never said that by believing and trusting in Him life would be easy. It is full of difficult circumstances and different challenges. However, He also promised that we would never be alone. He is always with us giving us strength, courage, and a purpose. He has given us each day as a gift for us to seek Him more.

   When we take each day one at a time, we are able to truly enjoy and be blessed by each gift God has given us that day. It is good to be fully present in every situation. You never know how God will speak to you or how a certain moment may impact your life. God works in unexpected ways. By following Him and focusing on each day one at a time, God will show us the purpose that He created us for. 

In Christ

   This week is a short school week for me. Easter break starts on Friday. I am excited. It will be nice to spend some time with my family, celebrating our risen Lord and Savior. This will be the last time I go home until I am done with school for the year. I have been going home every other weekend to work, but I want to focus on my school work as the year comes to an end. I also want to spend as much time as I can with the friends I have made here before we all go our separate ways over the summer. I am abundantly blessed by the people here and want to finish off the school year with them. 
   God has been continually reminding me that my identity is in Him and in Him alone. I have been experiencing the peace that comes from resting in my Father's plan. God has been showing me the strength and confidence He provides when I my identity is in Him. I have no reason to be fearful or intimidated by anything because my worth is from God. It is determined by this world. God has been reminding me who I am in Christ.
   So often we get caught up in what the world's opinion of us is. We receive so many false messages about who we are every day and fall into the trap of believing that they are truth. We doubt if our personalities or appearance are good enough. We question our self-worth. We believe the lies about what we should be like or how we should act. We become confused and disappointed because we keep searching for solutions that will never fulfill the longing we are trying to fill. I find myself doing this often and I become frustrated. I am so thankful for a faithful God, One that never gives up on me and pursues my heart relentlessly. 

   Our joy and security is robbed when we begin to compare ourselves to the world's standards. We lose self-confidence because our confidence is relying on faulty circumstances. When we put our hope and identity in Christ alone, we are filled with His peace and experience His love. We are a new creation. We are forgiven and free. Our future may be unknown to us, but we can be reassured that our God will make it clear to us in His time as we seek His plan for our lives. In Christ, we have a purpose on this earth.

Blessings

   I am thankful for the sunshine today. This long winter is getting...well, too long. The hope of spring is here. What a beautiful day to begin the weekend. I am looking forward to time to refuel and catch up on some sleep. I am excited to spend time with friends and get ahead in a few of my classes. It really is the little things in life that can bring so much joy to life. I honestly get so excited when I think about making a cup of tea or taking a hot bubble bath, having a good conversation with a close friend or cuddling up in a blanket. These are such little things but they really do bring happiness to my life. I am blessed.
   I have really been seeking God during my time here at Northwestern. Through my classes, through the lessons taught in chapel and through the different conversations I have had with the people here, God has revealed Himself to me. I have been challenged in my faith. I have been encouraged in my faith. I have made some of the best, genuine friendships I have ever had. I have learned to encourage others and to support others in ways that I have never had to before. I have been pushed out of my comfort zone at times, but it has helped me grow into the person I know God is calling me to be. I am much more secure in my identity in Christ and trusting in the plan He has for me.
   I have learned to count my blessings rather than my frustrations. I have learned to focus on how to utilize the strengths God has gifted me with rather than getting discouraged by my weaknesses. I have learned to be thankful for the gifts God has given me rather than having a heart of discontentment. I have found my identity in Jesus Christ rather than the world. I have found that true joy comes from spending time with my Heavenly Father. I have learned that having a beautiful heart is much more valuable than having a beautiful appearance. I have learned that serving others brings more fulfillment than serving myself. I have learned that prayer is powerful. I can see God's hand in the beauty of His creation around me. I have learned to find God's blessing in every day circumstances.

   Daisies are my favorite flower. They are beautiful on the outside, but to me they are also a symbol of hope. This past summer I was struggling through some difficult circumstances. I was on a walk one evening on the sidewalk in my neighborhood. As I was walking up the hill back to my house, I came across a white daisy. It had grown through the crack in the sidewalk. I was amazed. God knew daisies are my favorite flower and I believe He put that daisy in my path to remind me of His faithfulness to me; how He will restore my spirit, bringing beauty to it once again. Looking back to that summer night to where I am now, that is exactly what God has done. 
   Whether it is daisies or sunshine on a winter day, God is active and alive in everything. I have learned to find hope and joy in the ordinary things in life because with God nothing is ordinary. He can use anything to get our attention and He is faithful to us through every situation. It is amazing how when you begin to focus on God, everything becomes clearer. Purpose is given to ordinary things. Joy is found in simple circumstances. Blessings are discovered every day because God is present and alive. 

Authentic Relationships

   I am feeling especially thankful for my family today. At the end of one of my classes this morning, I checked my phone to find four text messages, two from my sister, one from my mom and one from my dad. I had to chuckle to myself. I enjoy the independence and freedom I am gaining by living away from them, but my relationships with them will always be so precious to me. Throughout my middle school and some of my high school years, I took my relationships with my family members for granted too often. When I moved here to go to school, I realized how important these relationships are to me and my deep desire to strengthen them. God has been showing me the importance of having authentic relationships, with my family and with other believers. 
   Today in one of my classes, the professor was talking about how having authentic relationships with other believers will lessen the temptations in our lives because of the accountability and encouragement those kinds of relationships bring. That made so much sense to me. It seems so obvious, yet we struggle with this daily. He discussed how our thoughts turn into words and our words into our behaviors. It is a slow fade. When we have those authentic relationships, people willing to call us out when they see sin in our lives, we have that support and encouragement to help us as we work through those different situations. 
   God has placed people in our lives and blessed us with the opportunity to have these kinds of relationships, rooted in His truth and love. However, I know there have been times in my life where authenticity has scared me because I was trying so hard to appear "put together" on the outside. We know that being real with someone else will require us to look at our hearts, look at our inner world. It means being vulnerable and open to someone else. It means admitting to those mistakes, struggles, and regrets we have, instead of burying them deeper or ignoring them. 

    
   God has placed people in all of our lives for this purpose; people to guide us, support us, protect us, and confront us, people to challenge us, encourage us, and pray for us. People that will be faithful to us in good times and bad times. People who accept us for who we are and encourage us as we seek out our identity in Christ. God is using us in this way in other people's lives as well. Through God's work in us, we can help others and show them God's love. Having these authentic relationships in our lives will help us grow into the people that God has created us to be.

Contentment

   It has been quite a week so far, very busy and exciting with the end of the school year coming to an end and all the different activities that go along with that. I have started a couple new classes with four quarter starting, Biblical Worldview and Personal Responsibility, along with Principles of Biblical Interpretation. I already know that both classes are going to challenge me, but both are going to deepen my faith and understanding of God's word as well. I am excited for what God is going to reveal to me through the opportunity to take these classes.
   I have talked a lot lately about obstacles that we face in this life. I think this is because I have recently been feeling overwhelmed by my own challenges. God has been showing me what it means to be content right where I'm at, despite the circumstances. Today in chapel, the speaker talked about contentment. She talked about how challenging it is to be content and that it is a life-long learning process. We seem to always be able to think of something that we think we need and then our lives will be better. We think if we have that certain thing, relationship, opportunity, image, talent, lifestyle, or circumstance then we would be fully content. This is never the case. Once we get one thing, something else always catches our hearts and minds. We end up thinking we need that thing too. We keep on living this way, always wanting the next thing and never being fully content where we are.
   There is no way we will ever be fully content in this life, not until we meet our Father face to face. We will always be let down. That thing we so badly wanted and thought we needed will never satisfy us the way that being with our Father for eternity will. Our contentment is not based on our outward situations, but our hearts and our desires, the things we decide to put our time, energy, and heart into- these are the things that our hearts will be devoted to. When we spend time with the Lord and soak in His truths, our hearts will be there too. Only through spending time with our Savior will we come close to experiencing true contentment.

   I have definitely went through continuous cycles of thinking certain things will bring me joy or contentment and I am learning every day that this is not the truth. I have come to a point that being content is not about the fulfillment of what I want, but rather the realization of what I already have. God has blessed me abundantly. Instead of focusing on uncertain outcomes in my life or trying to use earthly things to fulfill the desires of my heart, I have learned that by focusing on the gifts that God has already blessed me with, I am content. 
   There will be many, many more times in my life that I am going to return to that cycle of thinking that something on this earth will make my life more complete or that I will be happier because of it- we all will. However, even when I do go through those times of doubt, I know that my God is faithful. He will pursue my heart. God is showing me each day that He has plans for my life and every day my excitement to get to know Him more grows. I am content because my God loves me for me. I am content because my God forgives my past mistakes and regrets. I am content through any circumstance because I know that my strength comes from the Lord. I am content because my God has given me a purpose on this earth that He is going to reveal to me in His perfect timing. 

Challenges

   Today is the beginning of my last quarter of my freshman year of college. I cannot believe how fast the time has gone. I can still remember move-in day and my first day of classes so well. I remember how anxious and excited I was for my first year of college. As I look back now, I have learned so much over these past several months. I have made such good friendships and have become so much stronger in my faith and in my identity in Christ. I have gained freedom, along with responsibility. I have become much more independent as I have adjusted to not living with my family. I have had to trust God in ways I never had before. All of these experiences have challenged me and stretched me, but I have grown in such awesome ways and I am excited to see how God will work next.
   I have been thinking about challenges I have faced in my life. Some of them have been very difficult and others have been small, but all of them have pushed me to even more fully rely on God. We all go through difficult circumstances. I know that many of us question God during these times. We set expectations on our lives and become worried when things don't go the way we plan. I believe God brings us through these challenges so that our faith in Him will deepen. I find it easier to trust God during good circumstances. When I am feeling happy, it is easy to say that I trust God based off of how I am feeling. However, God's faithfulness to us is not based on how we're feeling. He is a constant God, with us always. 
   God has shown me that even when challenges arise or when obstacles come across my path, I have no reason to be intimidated or full of fear. God is in control. He knows that these times in life will come and He promises to walk through us as we face each trial. He is sovereign and faithful in all circumstances. 

   We face challenges in our lives. Instead of being intimidated when these situations come into our lives, let these circumstances give us courage and strength as we are reminded that our God is sovereign. Let these circumstances send us running into our Father's arms. Only there will we find true peace, security and purpose.

A Faithful God

   Today I am reminded of God's faithfulness. As I have embraced God's truths and the impact that they have on my life, I am reminded how faithful He is. Through the hope that He gives us, the joy that He brings to our lives, and the peace that He provides, His faithfulness to us is so evident. God brings stability and purpose to our lives. He is faithful to us through every circumstance. 
   When we go through trials, God wants to be there with us. He wants to guide us, protect us and help us as we face these hardships. When we are discouraged or confused, God's faithfulness brings us clarity. God brings us hope and shows us the path we need to take. When we go through times of thanksgiving, He is there as we experience the joy He brings. His faithfulness does not depend on the situation we're in; He is a constant God and is faithful to us through every season of our lives.
   Even when we are not faithful to Him, His faithfulness to us does not change. We are His creation and He loves us unconditionally. He will not give up on us in anything. There are so many fall outs in this world that have to do with unfaithfulness and broken trust. We sometimes have doubts that we can completely put our trust in something, but we can be assured that God will never let us down. His faithfulness to us has no conditions or restrictions based on our performance. We do not have to earn His love or faithfulness to us; He has already paid the price for us to have this gift freely.

   God's faithfulness to us brings us hope, peace, and the constant reminder that we are never alone. God desires for us to seek Him and trust Him with our lives. He will never leave us or forsake us. He has chosen us and we are His children. As we seek God's purpose for our lives, we can be sure that our God is with us every step we take, everywhere we go because He is faithful and will never give up on us.

The Lord Provides

   Yesterday I was blessed to spend some time in worship at my home church. I am singing on the worship team this Sunday there and we had a short rehearsal yesterday. Afterwards, my sister and I were the only ones left in the sanctuary. We ended up spending some time just singing different worship songs together while she played guitar. It is such a blessing to sing and worship God with my sister. It brings us together and I can sense God's pleasure when we're singing. I was also able to spend some time with the high school junior girls Bible study last night as well. Since I am home this week for break, I was invited to talk with the girls. I really enjoyed sharing my heart with them and listening to their thoughts as well as their transition into college is approaching quickly. I feel very blessed that God is giving me opportunities to share His love with others, through my words and through song. I am very encouraged by God's work in my life and I am reassured by the fact that He will continue to. 
   I have really been resting in the fact the Lord provides. For a while, I was wondering how God wanted me to use my gifts and abilities. I want to serve Him and live out His purpose for my life, but I wasn't sure what that looked like or what I should do. This will obviously be a lifelong process in His time, but I am really learning that trusting God is so important. It seems simple, but it is so true. He will make it clear, in His time, what we need to do. He will provide us with the means for His work to be done.
  When I went to Set Apart, a women's conference last weekend, the theme was "Trust. Trust! Trust?" This is often the cycle we go through as we learn to trust God. Trust. When we rest in the Lord and the hope that He brings us. Trust! When we proclaim the truth the Lord brings us and are fully surrendering ourselves to Him. And then Trust? There are times when we have uncertainty and trouble fully trusting God because of the mistrust and broken promises we experience here on earth. God is showing me every day how His promises are the only ones that will never be broken. We can trust Him because He never fails and will never let us down. He is a God who provides for our every need.

   Our God provides for us. At times He asks us to be patient as He reveals His plan for us, but He will always provide for us exactly what we need at the time that we need it. Even though we think we know what is best for us at times, God knows much better than us and we need to trust Him and His plan. As we rest in the fact that our Lord provides for us in every circumstance and in our every need, His purpose for our lives will continue to be uncovered to us each day.

Persevere

   Today I am blessed to spend some time with my younger brother and my little cousin. Children are so full of wonder and imagination. I love the carefree way they view life. It is sometimes fun to step into that role for a bit and experience the wonder of this world with them. They are amazed by the littlest things and are always finding something to laugh about. They are so passionate and focused on what they are doing in that minute, not worrying about what the next minute will bring. I have enjoyed just sitting here watching them as they play. They are so adorable and so full of life.
  Something that has been on my mind lately is perseverance. I am on spring break right now and at some point each day of break so far, I have thought about all the things I need to do when I go back to school. Lately, I have been slightly overwhelmed by different situations in my life and circumstances happening around me. It has been difficult for me to push forward at times. God has been reassuring me that He is with me and with the strength that He provides; I will be able to persevere. 
   I was discussing with my mom earlier this week the tragedy in this world and the brokenness of it. Without my Savior and the hope I have in Him, I would have absolutely no motivation or reason to have any. God puts purpose in our lives and a reason for us to push forward, despite the circumstances we may be in. When we reach those points in life where we feel hopeless, God reminds us of the hope that we have in Him. When we are weak, God provides us with the strength we need for each day. When we want to give up, God restores the passion and courage in us to persevere. 

   Our God is a God of peace, of hope, of life. He has plans for each of us and desires for us to seek Him as He reveals those plans to us. God knew we would experience weariness and sadness many times in this life, but He made a way so we may have hope in Him. This life can leave us feeling tired, worried, and overwhelmed. It can leave us feeling like we aren't good enough or strong enough; this would be true without our Savior. But the good news is our God cares for us and has made us perfect in Him. With Him, we are strong. With Him, we are a new creation, perfect and blameless. With Him, we are able to persevere. 

Comforter

   This past weekend I attended Set Apart, a women's conference that is held once a year. I went with my mom, sister, and nana. It was a very eye-opening experience for me. There were women of all ages there. It was a blessing to be able to learn more about God and grow in my relationship with Him in the presence of so many of my sisters in Christ. Although we were all from different places and came under different circumstances, our faith in Jesus Christ bonded us together. 
   I attended different workshops and listened to multiple different speakers while I was there. Ann Voskamp, the author of One Thousand Gifts, was one of the main speakers at the conference. She talked about letting go of anxiety and trusting in our Heavenly Father. She discussed the issue of how it is easy to say you believe in God, for even the demons believe in Him and know He is real. However, it is much different to out your trust in God. You can say you believe in Him, but completely surrendering your life, trusting Him and experiencing His love and faithfulness because of this trust is something completely different. 
  Along with this, she talked about our Lord as our comforter. One thing she said has stuck in my head and I won't ever forget it, "You have to step out of your comfort zone to experience the comfort of your comforter." This really made me think. God has a calling on each of our lives. He doesn't want us to settle and He doesn't call us to live a comfortable life. He has a purpose for us and asks us to go beyond what we consider comfortable because there we will be challenged. We will be stretched and grow in ways we didn't know were possible. At times it will be tough and at times it will be scary, but that is why God asks us to trust Him. He has a plan and He knows the result; trust Him and take that step. Our faith will grow deeper and our hearts will be changed.

   God is faithful to us. As He calls us to unknown situations and into unstable circumstances, He promises to be right there with us. He promises to comfort us through it all and will not leave our side. He doesn't expect us to take this leap of faith on our own. He will be there to catch us and guide us as we live out His purpose for our lives. We will become more willing to go out of our comfort zones as our trust in God grows. It is much easier said than done. When we say we fully trust in God, we don't know what He is going to ask us to do or what situations He is going to bring us to, but we can be assured that He is our comforter and we have no reason to fear. God has a purpose for all of us and asks us to begin by taking that first step. He will be there with us as we do and will comfort us during every step we take for the rest of our lives. 

Believe

   Today I am leaving to go to the cities with my mom, sister, and nana. We have tickets to a women's conference, which was part of my mom's birthday present. I am looking forward to spending time with these lovely ladies in my life and being in the presence of other women, as we grow in our relationships with Christ. The past few days I have really been wrestling with what God is calling me to do. I have always had a heart for people in need or who have been through a hard experience, especially women. I can't help but want to help them and do something to ease their pain. I have heard so many tragic stories and I want to bring God's love and comfort to these hurting lives. 
   Since the beginning of the year, my proclaimed major has been women's ministry. I want to work with women who are struggling and I want to encourage them in the hope that they have. The past couple days, this desire has only been reassured in me. This past Tuesday night, there was a showing of the movie, Trade of Innocence, at my school. I attended it and was overwhelmed by what I saw. The movie is about the issue of sex-trafficking. During the whole movie, my heart was racing and my mind was filled with a million thoughts and ideas. When the movie came to the end, there was time for reflection and prayer. I was overwhelmed by the calling God was putting on my life. I knew God had had me watch this film to open my eyes to the desperate need these women have.
   I had always had this passion, but didn't know what I was going to do with it. I have had doubts if it is really what God wants me to do. I have had fears of the uncertainty of the situation and worries about what the future holds. It seems heavy and unpredictable, but after that night, God made it so clear to me. He is in control and will show me what I need to do. All I need to do is believe in Him, trust Him, and take each day one at a time. He will direct my path and put me exactly where He needs me to be. I sometimes fall into believing the lie that I could never make a difference or impact and why would God choose me? When I have these thoughts, I become doubtful of God and the power He has. Then He reminds me, with Him, anything is possible.

   We each have a calling on our lives. Sometimes we can feel very intimidated and overwhelmed by what God is asking us to do. We may feel too small or too weak, but God is bigger and stronger than any circumstance we will ever encounter. Instead of being fearful, we can trust that God will lead us on the mission He has for us. He has a purpose for putting certain passions in our hearts. He has a reason for calling us to certain situations. He wants to use us to impact and change lives. God desires to work through us and asks us to believe in Him as He shows us what we need to do.

Because of Jesus

   I am home now, for a week and a half. It is so nice to be in my own house sitting by my fireplace as I write this. The sun is shining through the windows and my dog is curled up by my feet. My mom brought me home warm soup and bread from Panera too. I feel so blessed to have a home and family like I do. As I sit here, thinking about the different blessings in my life, I am overwhelmed by how many different qualities I possess because of Jesus. 
   We all have different gifts, talents, and abilities. God has given each of us these qualities for a unique purpose. Because of Jesus, we are all individuals. We are created in God's image. We can use the gifts God has given us to glorify Him and spread His good news to this hurting world. We have different passions and things God puts on each of our hearts. We have dreams, hopes, and desires because God gave them to us to hold. Because of Jesus' guidance and wisdom, we can achieve them.
   We all go through different hardships and trials. Because of Jesus' love, we are comforted during these situations. We have no reason to be afraid or to worry because Jesus has a plan and is walking with us through every circumstance we will come across. When doubts fill our minds and we begin to feel helpless, God restores us with hope and a new perspective. We can live in peace because our Savior reigns and has overcome this world.
  Many times in life we deal with different feelings such as confusion, anger, bitterness, and worry. When we find ourselves struggling with these strong emotions, God asks us to come to Him. He will soften and heal our hearts. Because of Jesus' forgiveness, we now have the ability to forgive and to let go of past regrets, mistakes, and discouragements. We are able to surrender our lives and all that we feel because we know that our God is greater than all of it.

   Because of Jesus Christ, we are a new creation. Our past mistakes are forgiven and forgotten. We have hope in the plans God has for us in the future. We are redeemed. We are restored and renewed. We have no reason to live in shame or guilt because our Savior reigns. We no longer have to feel weighed down by the burdens of this world, but instead walk with our heads held high because of our identity as God's children. 

   Life is difficult at times, but God is above it all. We are free because of Jesus. He has unlocked the chains that used to have the power to hold us down. We have the opportunity to share this good news with others. It is only because of Jesus that we have the strength and hope that we do. Because of Jesus, we have a purpose in this world and a call on our hearts to fulfill it. 

Psalm 138:8

   Today I go home for spring break! I am very excited to spend some time resting and being with my family and friends. I was having my time with God this morning and I came across Psalm 138:8. It was very assuring to me. We often stumble along and forget that God has made us for a reason. He has a specific purpose for each of us that no one else can fulfill. How awesome is that? God created us with a purpose, a purpose no one else on this earth has. We are all individually and uniquely made in His image. He has plans for each of us. My desire to seek out this purpose for myself has increased as God has reminded me that He is in control. 
   God desires that we remember this promise He makes to us: He will fulfill His purpose in us. He asks us to trust Him. There are many doubts and fears that distract us from concentrating on this solid truth. We get weighed down, tired and weary, but God is always right there beside us. He is a faithful God and has promised to never let us go. God's promises are true and will never be broken. We can fully trust Him and His plans for our life. 
  God's plans for us are far more than anything we could do on our own. It scares us sometimes because the future is unknown and we have certain expectations for it, but instead of controlling our future, God asks us to surrender it to Him. He treasures our hopes and dreams and will make them come alive in a beautiful way that is glorifying to Him. We have no need to worry or be anxious because we know God is doing a good work in us. We are a new creation because our Savior took the punishment for our sin and He reigns forever.

   May you rest in God's promises and the plan that He has for your life. Be reassured that every circumstance and situation you face is part of God's plan. Know peace while abiding in your Heavenly Father. God will fulfill His purpose in all of us as we continue to seek Him and His plans for our lives.

Restoration

   Today I am a bit tired. The stresses of the week seem a little overwhelming with mid-term exams and essays to complete. However, spring break starts tomorrow for me so that is exciting. I am really looking forward to some quality time with my family and friends. As I have mentioned before, I am realizing the importance of having strong relationships with the people in my life. God has been showing me that these relationships are gifts from Him and that I can learn a lot from the people that He has placed in my life.
   God is constantly reminding me that He is my Restorer. He knew that we would become tired and weary easily under life's circumstances. This life presents a lot of different situations and decisions to us, but God asks us to look to Him in the midst of all these different distractions calling our names. He will give us direction. He will restore our strength and motivation. There are many times that I desire to do so many different things, but physically and emotionally do not have the strength. I rest in God's promise that He will give me the energy and perseverance that I need for each day. 
   Another struggle I have is worrying about the future. Instead of taking each day one at a time, I find myself being distracted and worried about days to come. I worry about different outcomes of situations. I want to know results and I get nervous waiting. God has shown me the importance of patience as I have faced this struggle. He has restored this quality in me. He has shown me the importance of waiting for His timing in every situation. Each day has enough for me to focus on and God reminds me that He wants me to approach each day fully. He promises each of us the strength and courage for this day and all that it holds.

   With all our worries and distractions, it is sometimes very difficult to hear God's voice. I am going to be learning my whole life how to slow down and be still before God. He promises to be with me every step of this journey and to reveal Himself more and more each day. As we come to Him with our troubles, He will restore our souls. We can rest in peace that our Heavenly Father is looking after us. This is such a simple, but reassuring reminder. We never have any need to be afraid because our God is with us always. We can face each day confident in who God made us to be and in the fact that, in Him, we are restored with a significant purpose in this world.

Guidance

   I've recently noticed that I start out many of my posts talking about the weather...and this one won't be any different I suppose. The weather is just something that always catches my eye I guess, especially since I walk to class every morning. Nature just really reflects God creativity and beauty! This morning I wasn't super excited to wake up and see that it was snowing outside, especially with spring break being in three days. But oh well, God is good and snow isn't too bad. It will be warm soon enough.
  Today is my mom's birthday. I would like to dedicate this post to her and the impact she has had on me. God has used her in such an influential way in my life. Just recently, especially over this past year, I have learned the importance of accepting guidance from the adults in my life. God has really softened my heart and has taught me to be open to the wisdom of the people that He has put in my life to love me and to take care of me. 
   My mom is definitely one of these people. She has loved me through every circumstance. She always has my best interest in mind. She is always encouraging me in my faith and helping me stay strong through difficult times. My mom has been through some very difficult situations throughout her life and knows what it means to experience pain and doubt. Through these situations, God has softened her heart and made her into a strong woman of God. I have been blessed to witness this work in my mom. Through her experiences and the wisdom she has gained, she has been able to raise me into the young woman that I am today. She has guided me, protected me, and encouraged me through so many things and I know that she will continue to.

   There are times in our lives where we don't want to accept the guidance of others. We often don't like admitting that we need help or advice about something. But God has placed significant people in all our lives to give us guidance and build us up in Him. My mom has been one of these people in my life and on her birthday, I'd like to express that. 

   I love her with all of my heart and my faith in Jesus Christ has grown because of her example and direction in my life. My mom is one of my best friends. I love laughing and talking with her. She is there to comfort me when I'm upset. She always has wise and insightful thoughts to share with me, but most of all, my mom has been a tangible example to me of God's love. She is an amazing woman and I am blessed to call her my mom. Through God using my mom in my life, I have realized that I have a purpose in this world and day by day, God is going to reveal it to me. 

I love you mom!

His Glory

   What a beautiful day! Plus, it's Friday so there's a wonderful weekend ahead of us to enjoy. As I'm writing, I'm on the top level of the library, overlooking the frozen lake that surrounds this campus. The sun is shining so brightly on it. It's calming and peaceful to look at it, especially as I look back to the table in front of me, covered with books and assignments that need to be completed. It's like God is reminding me that He is bigger than all of my stresses and anxieties. He is always with me and His creation is a gift for me to enjoy.

   The time in chapel this morning was a very convicting and blessed time of worship for me. It's amazing to me that I have been given the opportunity to be in this place. I have been encouraged so much in my faith through the messages I have heard and the relationships I have made here. This morning was a reminder of this timely gift that God has blessed me with. As I looked at the room around me, filled with other people my age, desiring to live their lives for Christ and worship their King as I do, I was overwhelmed by God's presence. 

   We sang the song "Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus". As I sang these words, I felt that God was reminding me of His glory and power and that I can trust Him with all my troubles. These words are a promise to all of us of God's glory and strength. "Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look full in His wonderful face, and the things of this world will grow strangely dim, in the light of His glory and grace." As we repeated this over and over again, I realized my desperate need for a Savior; how this world is in desperate need of a Redeemer. 

   When we turn to Jesus and lay our burdens down before Him, He promises that we will have be free and He will bring us peace. The things of this world can seem so intriguing and interesting to us at times, but they fail miserably in comparison to God's holiness and glory. When we keep our focus on Christ alone, the importance we put on the things of this world will lessen in the light of God's glory and presence in our lives. As we stay focused on our Savior, He will reign over our lives and make clear our purpose in this life.